Oh boy...

What have I gotten myself into? I tried to talk myself out of it, still don't know why...but things are starting to change. Tonight I opened up and he was excited that I was finally starting to talk about myself. I told him that I wasn't sure I was interested because there was no chase and I am used to having a little of that. He was shocked that A)guys would play aloof with me and B)that I would like someone that would treat me like that. He told me a little about his mom and how he stills thinks about her every day. I saw one of his tattoos and asked what it was and it is the name of a poem that reminds him of her. He showed me the poem that he always carries and damn it all,,,I started to tear up-okay-actually I shed a tear or two and anyone who knows me knows that I don't cry. I really like spending time with him because he treats me so amazingly. I wish I could accept that that's the way I deserve to be treated, but from past experiences, I'm not used to it. He is very open and has let me know that he really likes me and wants to have a relationship with me. This scares the hell out of me.